Perhaps if you looked at the facts on the ground, it wouldn't be so difficult for you to accept the reality that Zionism is an ugly ideology.
You should check out What Is Modern Israel? by Yakov Rabkin, a professor of history at the University of Montreal. The central theme of the book is how Zionists have exploited Judaism and western traditions to offer Israel as a liberal democracy when it is actually a nationalist colonialists project hanging on by its paranoid fingernails.
Zionism exploits and props corrupt people, like Mohammad Bin Salman, again, for its selfish gain. You, parroting the marketing of "MBS", does not reflect who he really is. Which is a corrupt, power hungry individual, who has his millions working overtime to sell the image you are parroting.